happy hump day!!

  This week is going fast ... really fast. Big news people for the first time in a long while well years I have agreed to go to a "Family function" on my dads side . If you want the details of the rift i will post but its personal and not important  to my post . Kinda excited and yet nervous at the same time about this.  By doing this i will have done all the "New Years Resolutions " i made so kinda super cool for that .
  Hoping all is well in your worlds pls feel free to post comments or questions i promise to respond to all of them.

  Thanks to all for reading .
  

Goals and hopes for the next year...oops changed my mind on the contents read and enjoy

Questions that roam my mind:

Why do people watch "titanic" the ending is always the same .. spoiler alert the ship sinks people die.
Thinking i need to ad a fabric whiter when i do laundry any ideas?
   On a unrelated note i received so many birthday wishes should i have missed saying thank you to anyone here you go ... Thank you for all the well wishes.

This little bit goes out to a couple of my friends you know or at least i hope know who your are read think and move on .... no names just truth 

In life there always choices to be made < yes you always have a choice> some come with positive rewards and others not . My point is every choice you make in life has put you where you are now stop fighting it or blaming others for your place MAKE BETTER OR AT LEAST DIFFERENT CHOICES AND YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE.  No guarantee on how but it will.

Stan strikes again !! This afternoon i received a text saying good morning from "Stan" so i responded by asking if he slept well and he said he didn't ... so far so good.. so i said sorry to hear you didn't sleep well... its not your fault he said! I am not sure why the 2 things seem to be happening in the world 1) sorry doesn't always mean an acceptance of blame and 2) why don't people say good bye when ending a call anymore?

Well hello everyone . As my birthday approaches i am once again suffering from a life time of crabbiness about it. I very rarely enjoy my "big" day which is sad cause i have a good life but " holidays" make me so anxiety ridden . perhaps its a lack of good ones as a kid maybe its just all in my head that the will suck .... dont know but i know i am now feeling bad about not feeling good about it.

Birthdays and holidays make me crabby and irritable so in advance sorry world. I wish i could sit back and be the center of cheesy song  or even a flaming cake but i just cant .

Hello world i need take a minute to vent about a friend we will call Stan he is one of those people that no matter what happens he never seems to think he is to blame not mention he suffers from depression and a chemical dependency issue which only makes things worse cause he is always getting " ripped off" " taken advantage of" and for some reason ( well cause i let it ) i only hear from when his life goes wrong . Grrrrrrr

love and peace
Growly monkey

One , okay Two pissed off monkeys

Okay this week end we < laughing monkey and I > went to Lakewood Walmart and Lakewood Towne Center . Lakewood is by far the rudest place in WA state !! the people in Ross are always rude but between the union protest at Walmart and being hit upside my head on the bus with out even a excuse or an oops! We stopped in a local Mexican restaurant/bar to have a drink and some chips and salsa well had 2 drinks and NO as in WAS NOT given any chips and salsa < they had chips and salsa because the table before us and after us got them!>